addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
speed of sound
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
with my head stuck under the sand
i start before i can stop or
before i see things the right way up
-coldplay x&y // speed of sound
i love their music. somewhat melancholic feel. it's already 2pm. the guys would have finished their race by now, girls finishing soon. went down to help her today. kinda upset about that. i missed my last chance to practice my plunging and turns before my 100m brst on tues. but i thought, well okay, it's to help her out right? she helped me afterall. who would've known i'd be deemed useless there. depressing, really depressing. rather pissifying as well. nvm i will cont to be grumpy today. so angry! :( sick of all of them bossing me around. then all of them rubbing her ego. and then her talking more, more of them rubbing her ego. omg it was terrible. i realised that even your family members can say THE most insensitive things. sad. even the oldest one acts like my youngest sis. what is the world coming to. i think i prefer to stand on the sidelines and watch, remain uninvolved. i have suddenly become the family misfit as well. get my shuaige to come back soon! ugh the "odd siblings" (they have named themselves that, cos their birth order numbers are all odd) they are all pretty much the same. have the same irritating habits. shuaige and i on the other hand are more similar. no fair, so i'm the only even sibling left. miss shuaige :( she's the only one who feels the same way about their rather ew habits.
ahhh headache. from thinking too much i dare say. suddenly training sounds so tiring and i feel so unmotivated. i think that a sunday without training is not a good day at all. i need to burn off those fats! blah. sigh and i'm worried about my hip... how long more before i can run properly again?! ugh okay depressed depressed!
shall turn to coldplay for comfort. pfft i don't want to go to dinner with her. she's so mean. to me.
all that noise and all that sound
all those places i have not found
-coldplay x&y // speed of sound